For me talking has become unsafe. I never say or do the right thing - im always upsetting someone. I'm wondering if its worth it anymore.
Everyday i wonder why i can't learn my lesson. I obviously see how i make mistakes, how i hurt people with my opinions and beliefes and yet i refuse to change. It is the hardest thing i've ever had to work on. I've been trying to change me personailty, beliefes, and behaviors for two yrs now. Have i gotten somewhere? of course. I've learned not to speak up - uhh, thats sad. But really i am tired of trying to change me, while everyone else gets to be their full selves.
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