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Monday, August 24, 2009

Filth brought to the light.

So i spent this past weekend up in tenants harbor maine - obviously with miranda. Anyway with all the crazy weather that was happening we were able to go out to the 'roaring spout' for some great visuals. The waves were about 10 feet high. We had to stand very far back but didn't miss any of the sights. There were two other groups of people there doing the exact same thing. It's a popular spot, a short car ride from mir's house.

I've been feeling vry liberated lately. I feel like once i let go of some very negative things in my past there was a weight lifted. For the first time in two yrs i can imagine my life without thoes things. Even when they were hurting me i didn't exactly want to let go of them - or to push them out of my life. But i do feel very good and confident in the fact that i have a huge future ahead of me. And not only do i have my own furute to look forward to, but mirandas as well. She will be done with her masters this and year and then we're moving far away from NH! Thats such an exciting thing to think about. Starting a shared life with somone i love is one of the most beautiful changes i've made in my life.

im suddenly at a loss for words. keep well and keep reading.

p.s. can't get the album dilate off of repeat. over and over ani, over and over.
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  1. rebecca sloanAugust 26, 2009 at 6:44 PM

    beautiful! what magic, the waves. and ani, what magic! and feeling liberated! damn. go you.

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